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24 June 2009 @ 03:17 am
A little bit of then and now  
This post may jump all around to what I've been doing, what I did today, and what's going to happen.. so be prepared hah. I'm just going to write whatever comes to my head.

Germany was very nice, even though the weather wasn't the best. That was kind of expected though, every time I go see my family there it's always rainy. But I got a chance to catch up with a lot of my cousins. I never knew I was so close to them. I think its more of an age thing. When I was a bit younger I used to think that they were rather annoying. I look now and I feel kind of bad about that. They were always all over me (in a clingy way, always wanted to hang with this cousin when I just wanted to chill). Now I kind of understand why they are like that and it doesn't bother me anymore. Turns out that they are just rather interested and envious of me that I live and go to school in the states. My one cousin Sandra wants to visit or rather live here so bad. I just hung out with them a lot and they were just so interested about my first year in University and all that stuff, so it was nice to hang with them. I'mm have some pictures later hopefully, my sister has to find where she put her camera.

Speaking of rain (rather long ago...) it getting to that El Nino or whatever time of the year here in El Paso. I'm actually here for the Summer than in Arizona. But anyway, it's been raining a lot lately. It seems like the rain followed me from Germany. Blargh. It doesn't really matter though cause I don't do much here anyway. One, here isn't anything to do, no matter how hard I try and two, there is no one here, and the people who are here I want to avoid. Maybe I shouldn't avoid them and let bygones be bygones, but it's certain things I just don't want to let go. One person being Shannah, how she kind of played me. I would really like to see her but I really don't care for her at all. It's been bugging me and something on my mind since before break even started. I seems I have a hard time letting go of people who I really cared and gave a damn about, regardless of how they treated me. Probably a bad trait to have, hopefully something I can lose later on. Don't get me wrong, it's not an obsessive "Oh my god I can't live without you" ordeal, its just rather the memories of the good times that are hard to get rid of.

Speaking of memories, a lost dog came to our house today. He was a puppy husky dog and was the cutest thing ever.It reminded me of my dog Brandy. She was a black (I think they're only black..) Schipperke. I really miss her. She passed away a few years ago, cutest damn thing ever. I want another dog similar to her sometime in the future. The dog owners came and picked up the husky though I guess. I didn't answer the door but I figured it was the owners since the dog was gone when the door closed.

Lastly, we're (Daniel, Jason, unknown person, and I) are almost set on our condo. Jason's mom paid for the security deposit for us which was really nice. It's a 4 bedroom condo with 2 bathrooms, a laundry room, kitchen, family room, and there is a pool too. Nice, gated community which is like 15 minutes walking (prob like 2 or 3 biking) from campus. It's going to be about 400 a month for each of us. The reason why I say unknown person is because James, the 4th guy who was supposed to move in with us, might be staying on campus next semester because of some Residents Hall club. Kind of lame because this is something we wanted to avoid, but I suppose it's better than while we are paying for rent...

Anyway.. good place to stop I suppose... lots more but I don't want to bore you to death :) Cheers~
 
 
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cardiogenesis on June 24th, 2009 10:52 pm (UTC)
pictures from Deutschland? Hurry up with those, I need to live vicariously through you. I want to go there soooooo bad!!!!!