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02 July 2009 @ 10:21 am
the rain came pouring...  
Sorry again for disappearing. A long time female friend called which totally caught me off guard. I haven't talked to her in over 6 years and she told me she was in Lubbock for the summer and wanted to see if I wanted to come out there and catch up. I did, for a week. It was interesting. Not THAT kind of interesting, but the kind of interesting when two people with rough history who haven't seen each other for 6 years meet. It wasn't bad though, just kind awkard. The hotel I stayed at sucked balls though, the breakfast gave me stomach ache every day (yet I still ate it.. idk)

My long time friend Sean is going to basic training after the 4th. I don't know how I feel about it though. I've known him since I was like 2 and we've always remained close. I asked him, wait.. lemme change that, begged him to come visit before he left (I visited him the previously 4 times) and he said he would ask his parents to see me as a graduation present. His parents said it would be okay but he never said he was coming. I asked a few times asking when he is coming and if he needed help with plane tickets cause my mom could hook him up. However, he kept telling me "I don't know yet man, I'm with my girlfriend." I was kind of like, what the hell? So are you coming or not? Guess not cause I didn't talk to him till maybe 4 days ago? It upset me. Maybe I'm just being greedy and selfish, but I didn't think 1 week out of his summer was too much to see his best friend since 2 years old. When he messaged me on Facebook saying "SPURS SUCK!!!!". I kind just stared at it for awhile and said wow, that's all you really have to say? I'm trying not to let it get to me but it is. It should also be noted that I've tried to call/talk to him numerous ammounts of time yet I get no responds or a 5 minute conversation consiting of Yeahs and Okays.

Oh whatever, maybe we'll talk some day.

My dad comes home today, darn. It's been raining here the past could of weeks and the hillside in our backyard needs to be done. I don't mind helping in the backyard at all, I actually love yard work, but not when my dad is telling me. He likes to make everything 10000 times harder and at 6 in the morning :| Hopefully he's too tired to work on it when he gets back today.. and then it's supposed to rain tomorrow and Saturday. I hope not Saturday though cause it's the forth and that means block party!

Ahh, time to read your journals nao!
 
 
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wontbreakmewontbreakme on July 2nd, 2009 10:09 pm (UTC)
my best friend that Ive known since third grade does that a lot, I will text her important things or call and see hows shes doing and she wont call back or text back, it used to bother me a lot and now I just let it go, I mean sometimes it bothers me if its important and she just ignores me. I know that no matter what she and I will always be friends though.
It still sucks that he couldn't spend time with you before basic :(
disco__ball__: Michael 2disco__ball__ on July 8th, 2009 05:56 am (UTC)
This is cardiogenesis. Can you add my new name?
hiphopkidd2021hiphopkidd2021 on July 8th, 2009 06:07 am (UTC)
of course :)