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09 July 2009 @ 03:14 am
Hi guys! So I won't be posting here anymore, something I just don't like about this account. Perhaps its the name.. sounds like a name a 13 year old kid who loves G-Unit would have. Anyway.. also got it to kinda.. filter my friends list. I noticed when I stopped coming to LJ it was because a lot of the people I never talked to and such so it was kind of like clogged space. The people who I've added already know who they are. I love reading your guys' journals the most and feel I connect with you in one way or another. Not to say I don't enjoy everyone's journal, jsut more than others :D. If I didn't add you don't worry... just message me here or on my new account... http://crappy-patty.livejournal.com/ and I'll most likely add you back :).


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08 July 2009 @ 06:59 pm
So I finally made one. Perhaps it'll make me take more pictures. Anyway, if you want to befriend me there or just browse my atm small library of images, click the link :)

02 July 2009 @ 10:21 am
Sorry again for disappearing. A long time female friend called which totally caught me off guard. I haven't talked to her in over 6 years and she told me she was in Lubbock for the summer and wanted to see if I wanted to come out there and catch up. I did, for a week. It was interesting. Not THAT kind of interesting, but the kind of interesting when two people with rough history who haven't seen each other for 6 years meet. It wasn't bad though, just kind awkard. The hotel I stayed at sucked balls though, the breakfast gave me stomach ache every day (yet I still ate it.. idk)

My long time friend Sean is going to basic training after the 4th. I don't know how I feel about it though. I've known him since I was like 2 and we've always remained close. I asked him, wait.. lemme change that, begged him to come visit before he left (I visited him the previously 4 times) and he said he would ask his parents to see me as a graduation present. His parents said it would be okay but he never said he was coming. I asked a few times asking when he is coming and if he needed help with plane tickets cause my mom could hook him up. However, he kept telling me "I don't know yet man, I'm with my girlfriend." I was kind of like, what the hell? So are you coming or not? Guess not cause I didn't talk to him till maybe 4 days ago? It upset me. Maybe I'm just being greedy and selfish, but I didn't think 1 week out of his summer was too much to see his best friend since 2 years old. When he messaged me on Facebook saying "SPURS SUCK!!!!". I kind just stared at it for awhile and said wow, that's all you really have to say? I'm trying not to let it get to me but it is. It should also be noted that I've tried to call/talk to him numerous ammounts of time yet I get no responds or a 5 minute conversation consiting of Yeahs and Okays.

Oh whatever, maybe we'll talk some day.

My dad comes home today, darn. It's been raining here the past could of weeks and the hillside in our backyard needs to be done. I don't mind helping in the backyard at all, I actually love yard work, but not when my dad is telling me. He likes to make everything 10000 times harder and at 6 in the morning :| Hopefully he's too tired to work on it when he gets back today.. and then it's supposed to rain tomorrow and Saturday. I hope not Saturday though cause it's the forth and that means block party!

Ahh, time to read your journals nao!
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24 June 2009 @ 03:17 am
This post may jump all around to what I've been doing, what I did today, and what's going to happen.. so be prepared hah. I'm just going to write whatever comes to my head.

Germany was very nice, even though the weather wasn't the best. That was kind of expected though, every time I go see my family there it's always rainy. But I got a chance to catch up with a lot of my cousins. I never knew I was so close to them. I think its more of an age thing. When I was a bit younger I used to think that they were rather annoying. I look now and I feel kind of bad about that. They were always all over me (in a clingy way, always wanted to hang with this cousin when I just wanted to chill). Now I kind of understand why they are like that and it doesn't bother me anymore. Turns out that they are just rather interested and envious of me that I live and go to school in the states. My one cousin Sandra wants to visit or rather live here so bad. I just hung out with them a lot and they were just so interested about my first year in University and all that stuff, so it was nice to hang with them. I'mm have some pictures later hopefully, my sister has to find where she put her camera.

Speaking of rain (rather long ago...) it getting to that El Nino or whatever time of the year here in El Paso. I'm actually here for the Summer than in Arizona. But anyway, it's been raining a lot lately. It seems like the rain followed me from Germany. Blargh. It doesn't really matter though cause I don't do much here anyway. One, here isn't anything to do, no matter how hard I try and two, there is no one here, and the people who are here I want to avoid. Maybe I shouldn't avoid them and let bygones be bygones, but it's certain things I just don't want to let go. One person being Shannah, how she kind of played me. I would really like to see her but I really don't care for her at all. It's been bugging me and something on my mind since before break even started. I seems I have a hard time letting go of people who I really cared and gave a damn about, regardless of how they treated me. Probably a bad trait to have, hopefully something I can lose later on. Don't get me wrong, it's not an obsessive "Oh my god I can't live without you" ordeal, its just rather the memories of the good times that are hard to get rid of.

Speaking of memories, a lost dog came to our house today. He was a puppy husky dog and was the cutest thing ever.It reminded me of my dog Brandy. She was a black (I think they're only black..) Schipperke. I really miss her. She passed away a few years ago, cutest damn thing ever. I want another dog similar to her sometime in the future. The dog owners came and picked up the husky though I guess. I didn't answer the door but I figured it was the owners since the dog was gone when the door closed.

Lastly, we're (Daniel, Jason, unknown person, and I) are almost set on our condo. Jason's mom paid for the security deposit for us which was really nice. It's a 4 bedroom condo with 2 bathrooms, a laundry room, kitchen, family room, and there is a pool too. Nice, gated community which is like 15 minutes walking (prob like 2 or 3 biking) from campus. It's going to be about 400 a month for each of us. The reason why I say unknown person is because James, the 4th guy who was supposed to move in with us, might be staying on campus next semester because of some Residents Hall club. Kind of lame because this is something we wanted to avoid, but I suppose it's better than while we are paying for rent...

Anyway.. good place to stop I suppose... lots more but I don't want to bore you to death :) Cheers~
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21 June 2009 @ 06:22 am
Hey guys... I'm back! I've been a bit rather busy *coughslazycoughs* lately with the updates (obviously). I've been rather busy.. going back to El Paso.. seeing some friends for the better and worse, and I went to Germany for a few weeks. Finally Back in El Paso and have a chance to settle with myself without a bunch of bullishh. Will post some updates as the day goes on, Ciao~ :)
10 May 2009 @ 02:40 am
Calculus 3, 72%. So Close, but FUCK YEAH. Suck on mah balls mathematics!
09 May 2009 @ 03:29 pm
So being a Star Wars nerd I never like Star Trek at all, but my friend insisted I go see Star Trek cause it was so omfg cool. 

Basically, I didn't enjoy it. Not in a biased sense because I think Star Wars is better than Star Trek and Trek will always suck. The story was decent, I guess.. didn't throw me away. The thing that killed it for me was the overuse of CGI (as most movie now days). Movie just looked really lame imo. And the acting sucked. Oh well.

Wee is 104 outside today.
06 May 2009 @ 10:09 am
I could be cool like other people and have a 4 hour job, no school, and just drink and be retarded all day.

Man, how COOL would that be?
05 May 2009 @ 10:27 pm
Fuck finals.

I'm so tired, it's not even funny. You get done with the last day of classes and you think HOORAY! I'M DONE! But NOT, you have do study more than you ever have all semester.


Too all of those who still have befriended me, you are to kind. This summer you'll see a bunch of activities, I'll be busy woo (not that kind of busy that diverts my attention from lj)
10 April 2009 @ 11:00 pm
And she and I will treat each other right...

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